Looking for a really old angst fic....

[callmejude.livejournal.com]

I basically remember everything but the title/author, which is why it's so hard for me to find again. House gets a head injury (I think his cane slips on an ice patch) and he basically becomes a five-year-old child. He has to relearn language but only accomplish "me" "no" and "Wilson" (which comes out "Wil-san," I remember Wilson thinking it was like a Japanese business man or something).

Wilson ends up taking care of House, but House being House, he doesn't want to live like that, so he convinces Wilson to kill him (I'm pretty sure he puts Vicodin in ice cream or something) by telling him "me no me, Wil-san"

I remember it being pretty long and horrendously depressing, but I never bookmarked it. Or perhaps I did and it's been deleted....I just need someone to at least tell me the title, it's been driving me crazy!

Help!!

[byakushi13.livejournal.com]

Hi!!
I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago, it had been post on sick Wilson community,
It's a first time fic, House and Wilson are making out and House noticed scars on Wilson chest and back, we learn that when Wilson was young he went to his grandparents and someone who was working for them beat him or something.
At the end Wilson said that the guy die in prison because of cancer.
I think that the journal had been purged or something so if anyone save it, it would be great it's one of my favorite fic!!
Thank you!!